hey laura, just thought id let you know that i have an idea of what you feel. dont know if anyone noticed much last year, but i shut down completely for awhile, and no one really wanted to be around me. it all gets better. if your summer goes anything like mine did last summer, everything will fix itself. just push through, and dont keep apologizing for yourself, if they dont like it, then just flow with it, and maybe just focus on school and the people that dont bitch about you for awhile. youre a good person, laura. i have faith that your life will get better.