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Troubled, cramped mind.
There are a few guys that I could fall hard for. Very hard. One in particular.
I just won't let myself.
It's a personal infidelity to myself, I suppose. I still love him. He could care less. I would like to talk to him in person. He says, "It can't be that bad." I say, "It is." He says, "Can't we just talk about it on the phone?" And I say, "No, and you know that." He wants to talk about it on the phone. I refuse.
Even he's the kind to know that an important matter is not to be discussed on the phone, but rather in person.
Yeah.
And then this guy I could fall for reminds me so much of him. I wonder if that's why I take interest in the new guy.
And the problem is is that the old guy wasn't mean or cruel or abusive or jerky or anything. He was 4 dimensional. He was immaculate.
So silly of me to think I'm so strong.
Who can deny Heaven on Earth?
There are a few guys that I could fall hard for. Very hard. One in particular.
I just won't let myself.
It's a personal infidelity to myself, I suppose. I still love him. He could care less. I would like to talk to him in person. He says, "It can't be that bad." I say, "It is." He says, "Can't we just talk about it on the phone?" And I say, "No, and you know that." He wants to talk about it on the phone. I refuse.
Even he's the kind to know that an important matter is not to be discussed on the phone, but rather in person.
Yeah.
And then this guy I could fall for reminds me so much of him. I wonder if that's why I take interest in the new guy.
And the problem is is that the old guy wasn't mean or cruel or abusive or jerky or anything. He was 4 dimensional. He was immaculate.
So silly of me to think I'm so strong.
Who can deny Heaven on Earth?
