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Dec. 27th, 2003 11:23 pmOkay.
OKAY.
Tonight I have determined something.
I have a, as in ONE, new year's resolution.
1.) To accomplish, not find, a meaningful, decent relationship with a caring, decent guy, to be happily in this relationship for more than three months, and to just have things workout for once without my being a trashwhore.
This year, I've kissed a credible amount of guys, which I think is too many. Granted, many people go all for it in any which way, but no, I've restrained myself. Of these, only one was my boyfriend. Each happened at a different time and all, but it still feel trashy, you know? And the number is in the lower single digits... it's not something completely outrageous. Alex, dude, i'm not a harlett.
Still... to find a nice guy, you know, I guess it's just what everyone wants. I'm sick of just not being attached. I need emotional attatchment and support and all that jazz.
I have to be attracted to him; if that's not there from the get-go, there's not really a point in going out. He has to be interesting and has to talk. Liberals would be preferred.
Inquire within, I suppose. This is all.
OKAY.
Tonight I have determined something.
I have a, as in ONE, new year's resolution.
1.) To accomplish, not find, a meaningful, decent relationship with a caring, decent guy, to be happily in this relationship for more than three months, and to just have things workout for once without my being a trashwhore.
This year, I've kissed a credible amount of guys, which I think is too many. Granted, many people go all for it in any which way, but no, I've restrained myself. Of these, only one was my boyfriend. Each happened at a different time and all, but it still feel trashy, you know? And the number is in the lower single digits... it's not something completely outrageous. Alex, dude, i'm not a harlett.
Still... to find a nice guy, you know, I guess it's just what everyone wants. I'm sick of just not being attached. I need emotional attatchment and support and all that jazz.
I have to be attracted to him; if that's not there from the get-go, there's not really a point in going out. He has to be interesting and has to talk. Liberals would be preferred.
Inquire within, I suppose. This is all.
